Past week (hectic!)


The two past weeks have been very hectic. Here are some pictures from last week.



(behind the scenes: Snow White)
I’m making 3 movies for school (my final project about fairy tales). This are some pictures my boyfriend made while making the video! In these pictures you can see my sister (model), myself and Jan (taking these photo’s and helping me out with moving stuff around! ;))


(behind the scenes: Rapunzel) This is a screenshot from Senne, Dorien and me. Dorien’s my model, Senne helped me out for the location and I’m filming ^^ It was pretty difficult to get to this location! we had to climb fences and stuff! 😀


I’ve got my new glasses! (and I buyed the gold camera from canon!!!!! (look at my older posts, i adored it!)


I received some new letters from around the country. This one is a prior-letter from France. The lady who found my balloon didn’t understand my message, she was french. ^^ I’ve send about 450 balloons, only got +- 7 back… *dissapointed


I love making small meals. It makes me feel calm.

Sundaynight I’m leaving for New York. We’re going to visit the city and some design stuff (muccadesign). I’m excited.
I’ll be back Monday (16th March).

Lots of love,
Melissa

WHO AM I?


Sometimes i ask myself…who am I? What am I doing here?
Sometimes it feels so messed up in my head.

I had some wonderful days but at the same time I got really annoyed when I was around people. I don’t know but for years it feels like there are so little people I really connect with. I mean, I’ve got plenty of friends but sometimes it feels like there’s just no other person like me. (likely that’s normal) I sometimes feel aberrated in this world.

I’m not that person who likes to shovel with new and valuable things. I like to be on my own, in my own little world. I got really frustrated when I’m around people who talk to much about themselfs. For that reason I sometimes feel inferior . It almost never feels like I’ve done something good… I always want to be better and become more beautiful and more happy and better with things that I like to do. It’s really not a good thing. I got upset with meself A LOT. I have this habit to infect myselft with negative feelings. I feels so endless.

I’ve tried to change all my feelings but it doesn’t work that way I guess. This feeling is crawling in me.
I’m happy for the people who are joyful for what they have, but I’m not…

I’m happy, I’ll go to New York next week. It will be good for me to relax and see something different. I have this feeling I want to see so much in my life it could impossibly happen. I don’t know but this world (how evolved it is) is still so normal and ordinary. If I could create a new world it would look a lot different I think. Just think about it, why is it that we live in monotonous houses, why do we go to work and live the lives that are so boring. Why do we have to think endless about every little thing we do? I just got so bored with life sometimes. But with everything said, I have to say, I’m pretty boring myself and I’m sick of thinking like that. I would love to love myself…….

Melissa

ps. new balloon:

pss. a preview for my movie:

A place for us.



Jan and I hope to find a nice place for us at the end of 2009 so I got really excited about decorating new places ^^Yayks 😉
I found a nice website you should check out if you like to take a look in some very nice apartments from all over the world ;):

http://www.apartmenttherapy.com

Here some stuff I really like and that inspired me…
Melissa

(I hope we can make it work. Looking forward to a place that we can call our own… :))

















CHEAP


What a hectic day!

I woke up at 08.00 AM, had some breakfast and after checking my e-mails I drove to Hasselt.
Before going to school (I had to work for my master) I stopped at the second hand mall. I bought some stuff you can see here :

detail:

Everything together, it was +- 8 euros ^^ (I bought the white bag a few months ago). Hihi.
So in the afternoon I worked for my final project, so much more to do…it’s going to be a looooong night… I also got some advice from my photography docent. Yesterday I let my precious camera fall down and my flash didn’t work anymore (the flash popped up but didn’t flash). My docent helped me out and we tried to flash with another flash and that worked out good so the next thing I have to buy is a good new flash (I needed one anyway)… still I hate myself for letting my camera hit the ground!!

i finished printing at 04.00 PM and drove to my room. At 05.00 I had to be at the zebrazaal(Hasselt) and I didn’t got food so I had only a few minutes (and euros) to buy something. I could only afford some bread and jam. I also cleaned my room (in 10 minutes!!!) but that was really necessary, my room was A BIG mess.

Tonight is the last episode of the designers. I’ll be watching it (without cookies or anything ;)) !

See ya
M

WHO ARE YOU? :)


Go and check out this funny website 😉
http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com

(thanks casseybunn ;))

Melissa Milis
07/05/1987

You are Red Panther, who has pure and gentle atmosphere.
You tend to give a vulnerable impression, and have a fairy like mischievousness.
You can be temperamental and little bit selfish.
You may be unable to find the objective of your life, and may take a long way round in finding it.
Your attraction is the way in which you do not deceive your heart, and act accordingly to your feeling.
If you try to handle many things at once, you will break up that energy, and therefore, you should stick to doing one thing at a time.
If you can control yourself, then doing something adventurous is not a problem.
You are passionate person.
You have very high ideals, and this make you not see the reality.
You tend to become a dreamy sort of person.
You dislike being restricted, and try to carry out your life with natural sense of your own instinct, that including your likes and dislikes.
You possess strong beliefs, and are very intelligent and hard working person.
But when you lose interest, everything stops half way through, and nothing is accomplished.
You should make yourself clear between ideals and reality.
You are too smart enough to be satisfied with ordinary housework.
You prefer to lead life free of responsibility.
Nevertheless you will be obsessed with your children’s education.